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Having weird dreams about taiwan.
Maybe because i am going there real soon.
I dont remember the second dream, but the first one was like this…..
*tilts head and look up*

I was wearing my leggings and shirt, and then i realise i didnt bring any shorts or jeans or bottoms to taiwan. And when i wanted to buy, there wasnt any shops there which sell bottoms, and this really scare me.

LOL. yeah, that was my dream -.-
So when i woke up, i took my jeans out for alterations, and washed my bottoms in case i had nothing to wear to taiwan.

I have nothing to do now. actually i do have, but i shall save it for later. I am not procrastinating seriously, i want to leave the things to do behind. The feeling of busy-ness is way greater than having nothing to do, refresshing fb and twitter every minute….. yup

Oh just a side note. My 2011 started with a blast whoooooots. Hopefully this year will be great. Yup!

it is 2011 already. actually wanted to post about 2010.
But 2010 wasn’t a WOW year for me. In fact, to me it sucks. Therefore, i did not want to post anything about 2010.

HOWEVER.
Just before I typed this out, God spoke to me.

I was browsing through facebook, and saw serene’s facebook photos from HK disneyland. And i remembered the trip to Hongkong when i was in Sec3. The trip there doesn’t seem at all enjoyable to my family because of some bad incidents.

One of which was when we went to this steamboat shop and when we wanted the waiter to add in more soup, he added water. Yup, PLAIN WATER. So, basically such incidents made the whole trip SEEMINGLY bad.

But now to think of it, it wasn’t that bad. Just because of a few ‘unforgettable’ incidents doesnt make the whole trip bad. While typing this, i recall myself really enjoying the trip with my family in HongKong. 

Similarly, year 2010 seemed to be really sucky. I experience my grandpa passed away, I had a spiritual breakdown kindofthing. Nothing just seemed good. Yet, God was with me. Yup, even though the whole year seemed REAL bad, but God did not leave me alone throughout the whole year, not a single moment. I have a whole and complete family, I have great friends who celebrated my birthday with a BANG

How can a year like that be BAD?

Thank You God
I want to get right with You who will never leave me alone. 

I have only one New year resolution.
To get on the right path with God.
Because, with this going to happen, even when experiencing shit moments, everything will still be awesome with Him around.

Whooooo. it is friday
time flies it is like AUGUST ALREADY

i have got more things to praise God for!
i had dental appointment at NUH on thurs.
& usually i will have to wait for ages for the cab to come.
but i prayed and i managed to board on the third cab.
(even though the stupid cab actually kinda scammed my money-.-)

oh yeah. last saturday, pastor prayed for healing, then he mentioned about to pray for neck and knee problems.
LOL, i was like super amazed. cos i was still complaining to someone about how much my knee hurts if i were to just sit down for a period of time. (and btw, xhiwei had some weird neck problems too ) i dont know if it is my hand that is sweating, but i seriously felt warmth on my left knee. amazingly, my left knee didnt hurt a bit for the whole week
ps, but my right knee does, cos i didnt pray for it -.- LOL amazing Healer i have.

&& i had back my gp mock paper 2, which i scored relatively well.
even though it is just some small mock, but still, i want to praise God for it

and last but not least
I WANT TO THANK GOD FOR MY AWESOME FRIENDS.
Zhiler and Junbin, Candice, Dawn, Nicholas, Xhi Wei and Weekeat
They surprised me with a cake @ pizza hut today, celebrated my birthday in advance.
super sweet, and awwwwww. i love you guys <3

nth much already, but now i am kinda looking forward to monday to have lunch with aiais.
most probably, this is the only reason i am looking forward to next week.

& THANK GOD, IT’S FRIDAY!

i am tired.

tired of procrastinating. =.=

i always wanted to study on fri, and on sat nights.
yet, my fridays are always gone before i knew it. and sat nights, i am really tired to start any studying.
this made me really lose the motivation to go for service, and yet lifegroup.
But, God was always there. the bus would come super soon as i reached the busstop at JE to go to church.
i should manage my time bettter -.-

anyway i want to praise GOD praise GOD that he took my flu away as soon as i prayed about it
the flu that was rather persistent was gone as soon as i prayed my God is a HEALER!

hmm, something is wrong with me.
i am stress. i just feel that there is not enough time.
but someone once told me that if i have faith in Him, i will have peace.

I NEED THAT PEACE BADLY

Yupps, our God never fails.
got back most of my results.
like some others, it is a wake up call.
it is really time to start, my results seriously isnt fantastic at all.

but nevertheless i want to thank God for the results
He is the one who brought me through the entire exams
I shall trust in HIM.

for the every first time i got a 29 for GP paper 2, though my paper 1 faileddddd, but for me, it is a miracle
if it isn’t Him working, WHO ELSE?
I dont want to treat God as someone i seek only when i encounter problems.
But He is my friend, He is the one who seriously understand and care about how i felt.
When there are times i nearly broke down, He reminded me that He has always been with me (:

I LOVE MY GOD (:

ps, i love the whole even greater album too (:

woahhhhhhsome

i havent beeen doing qt faithfully for the whole week. -.-

i hate this, i want to draw closer to Him. seriously!

i dont really know if i am too busy to update, or too lazy to update, or there is nothing for me to update (which this is quite impossible).

let lazy be the word.

had OSIM triathlon CIP last sat, my duty was quite slack, or rather, as compared to the rest of my classmates who are supposedly doing the same thing. hahaha, VIP logistics marshall. sthg like that. practically the first few hours, serene, thaiyeng, woonyong and i were just standing there to feed the mosquitos -.-

i had 4 bites at just my thigh-.- stupid mosquitoessss. =.= but i guess things got abit better when the race begins. && i saw a super super hot angmoh, even thaiyeng agrees that he is HOT yupps, he walked pass us twice. and i pushed the water barigate for me to walk through. “MAYBE IT IS JUST FATE THAT DREW HIM TO US TWICE”

yupps, but i missed service last sat and it is about hearing God’s voice. awww, i need that -.-

I heard Him calling me today, yet i disapponted Him again.
Yeaps, the chance may not be back again, but I pray that i will have the courage to speak up the next time